Intro | Fmaj7 | G Am | ( 4 Times )
Fmaj7 I can't find myself G Am I get lost inside my brain Fmaj7 I think I might need help G Am But I pushed all 'em away
Fmaj7 I took the cards they dealt G Am And there's nothin' I can change Fmaj7 So when I'm by myself G Am I just pray for brighter days
Fmaj7 G Am Sometimes I sit and I reminisce 'bout the good times Fmaj7 Wish I could get those back G Am I keep on runnin' these races that go in my mind And they go on these tracks Fmaj7 G Am I'm not ready to erase all my memories Fmaj7 G Am I fight depression and I let it get the best of me
Fmaj7 Now there's nowhere to run, nowhere to go G Am Look around, there's liquor bottles all on the floor Fmaj7 Fillin' up the space inside my heart and my home G Am Drownin' out these thoughts until they leave me alone
Fmaj7 I can't find myself G Am I get lost inside my brain Fmaj7 I think I might need help G Am But I pushed all 'em away
Fmaj7 I took the cards they dealt G Am And there's nothin' I can change Fmaj7 So when I'm by myself G Am I just pray for brighter days
F These thoughts are drainin' all my energy G Am I try to tell 'em to God, they said I'm goin' insane F And then they recommended therapy G Am And I go and talk to a man who's gettin' paid to explain
Fmaj7 He started sayin' that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain G Am Ain't connectin' to accomplishments associated with movin' on Fmaj7 In life and passive things in life my heart cannot contain G Am So the happiness won't sustain
Fmaj7 And he read me my options G Am He said "Here goes a pill, only take two, eat a meal" Fmaj7 And they don't know how I feel (Know how I feel, know how I feel, feel, feel)
Fmaj7 I can't find myself (Can't find myself) G Am I get lost inside my brain
Fmaj7 Think I might need help, mm (Think I might need help) G Am But I pushed all 'em away
Fmaj7 I took the cards they dealt (Took the cards they dealt) G Am And there's nothin' I can change Fmaj7 So when I'm by myself (When I'm by myself) G Am I just pray for brighter days
F G Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float? Am I got all of my flaws livin' inside of this boat F I've been anchored in pain, the weight is makin' me choke G Am F It's gettin' harder to breathe, it's pullin' right at my throat G I've been hopin' for change, but don't know how to restart Am F They say you ain't a man when you're exposin' your heart G Then they say you insane until it tears you apart Am Fmaj7 And then they cuts you so deep and they can tell by the scars
G We can only see change when we accept who we are Am Fmaj7 Try to run from the shame and you will never get far G Don't you bottle the pain and live your life in the dark Am Fmaj7 You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star
Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression G Am Fmaj7 Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards With our God, you can beat all the odds G Am Keep your faith and you'll never be lost and say
Fmaj7 I can't find myself G Am I get lost inside my brain Fmaj7 I think I might need help (I think I might need help) G Am But I pushed all 'em away (I pushed all of them away)
Fmaj7 I took the cards they dealt G Am And there's nothin' I can change Fmaj7 So when I'm by myself G Am I just pray for brighter days
Outro | Fmaj7 | G Am | ( 2 Times )
MV : Depression Dax